Heyhey

Just a few more days left... Until then.. Gudbyeee ? Take care of yourself while you're there :) Terutama sekali MAKAN. Hahaha. I know you crazy monstahh food ;D Hihi. Concentrate on your studiessss okay, dont even try to focus on other things nah. Paham2 ja la nohh. 

Im not ready yet for this. I mean, how come this thing happening so fast ? Its all of a sudden :| Hope that I can spend my time with you again but thats not gonna happen. Anyway, congratulation for your success ! Hehe. You really wanna chase for your dream. Well, thats gonna happen :'D Be confident. *ahhh, motivator pulakkk* 

Counting the day~ 

Something's Wrong

You know when something is wrong with me when...

1. Im texting short
2. Sit there staring at something for the longest time
3. Look down :|
4. Give a heavy sigh and shake my head
5. Try hard not to laugh
6. Sit while hugging my knees
7. Pretend to text
8. Bitting my lip
9. Look around a lot
10. When you ask something is wrong and i say "Maybe Im just tired" 

Distance.

So umm hey.. I just thought maybe...

Counting the day...

Yeah.. starting today, I'll just count the day until the day you're leaving. Its tough knowing that you'll stay far away from me. but its okay, study come first :) well im not worried about that. Must be your priority. Every day, I just want to spend time with you *urghh, thts y i hate F3 so freaking much, smuanya kna studyyy* But we both dont really have much time. Theres only left for a few more weeks.. so what can I say ? Exam is just around the corner so.. :| no time at all. huarghhhhh. damn it. I am so clueless !

Awww~ That is so true~ :">

Hmm

What is wrong with me ?

What is wrong with my heart ?

Felt just like something different
but I really dont know what it is -.-

I dont like this kinda bad feeling.

So not comfortable :| Hope you understand ok.

Please try to be more understanding.
Its just that...hmm :(

Boys, could you please ?

Hmm, guys out there. I've been wondering if the boys/guys are all same ? So... is it true ? I dont have right to say this but this is just my opinion. Are the boys do really think about their girl's feeling, huh ? Do they understand you in every single situation ? If the girl's heart kinda hurt, do they CARE about it ?? But when it comes to girl, nahhh pujok boy dia kan smpai xmau mau. I dont really get it :| Why ? Why it just have to be girls who should treat boys like putera raja and whatever lah. Because they care about it. They wont let their boys down. This is random okay. I'm posting this post to no one. Think about it. Girls are not kind of an idiot lah. They have feelings too ok. Dulu masa nak tackle ayat-ayat manis ni memang macam2 la kan ? But what happen when you are in the relationship with him ? Oh yeah maybe la kan for boys, feeling of love is fading away ? hah macam tu ka ? Even though its a tiny problem things pon, girls might get hurt :) So treat them very well. Appreciate them okay.

*Janganlah terasa terutama lelaki2 nie, Im just telling you the truth. Its not about something that we can easily ignored them* Dah2 aku merapu dah. haha.

Nak pompuan nangeh macam ni ka ? HAHA

Busy

busy nyaaaa dengan sekolah studying, sports school, tuitions, german class (even tho aku tak p pon :D) ARGHHHH ! Tensionnnn ! -..-"


and esok sofbol competition pulekk, ketaq segala semua ada sebab dah lama tinggai sofbol ni. Whatever it is, WISH ME LUCK ! ^_^

Someday~

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard

very time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have

I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”

But it makes me afraid little by little

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now.

I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

WHY

Now I really feel like Im such a jerk right ? Ive done wrong many things to you. So yeahhh it is my fault ! Why is this happening ? Would you please understand me ? And please dont you ever thought like... like I dont feel we'll not be together. Im not expecting in such a way okay. So did I annoyed you ? Im burdening you..? Anwer me so that I could have change things right back.. the way it has to be. Im sorry if I hurted you but I really didnt mean to. I feel so bad. You ? Ive no idea :|

F

YOU JUST DONT KNOW ANYTHING DUDE

GET UR OWN LIFEEEEEEEEE PLS ?

Promise

Im telling you just dont promise me if you cant do it or you cant afford to do it or you just couldnt fufill it.

Its a heartbreaking guys.

It is not about something that you can 

simply say it okay.

So promise me if you really really mean it.

KEEP YOUR PROMISE 

OK done bye.

I'll Miss You :(

Oh Yeaahh :'( 

Im gonna miss you soooo much X( 

Goshh this is so frustrating !

I cant believe that you're leaving meeee :((

and you really DID ! 

Tak mungkinnnnnn X(

I just really cant bare all this :(

After all this days, Ive been watching you 

and the time has come when you're actually leaving me

Huh. Apa la buat drama ni sat sangat !

Awww~ I LOVE THEM

Oh yeahhh babyy Korean Drama dah abeehhh ;((

Im telling you guys drama ni mmg best best best gila doeeee ! Bagi fans korean mesti tgok ah cita ni ! Syokkkkkk ! haha. Aku addicted tengok drama ni every week ! Memang tak lepas laaa , hehehe. but SADLY dah abes episode dahhhh !!! I really cant accept this ! HAHA. But takpa lah. lama-lama boleh la aku terima hakikat nih :( *im so emotional* gila* haha.

Jalan cerita ? Fuhh, terbaekkkkkk ! Hampir2 rate nak sama macam drama Boys Over Flowers :D tak , memang same pon lah. Its about four students yang try to achieve their dreams together and bla3. Aku takmau story, nah tengok gambaq cukop lah. Sapa suroh tak tengok :P haha

:">

They are both shuwwiiittt~

Sweet couple ever XD

:-*

Bestfriend

 

Okay tu sajaaa :D Hope ada lagi interesting drama coming soon. Hohoho

Daddys Phone Call

LOL check this out ! Hilarious duhhh XD

Child: “Hello?”

Daddy: “Hi honey. It’s Daddy. Is Mommy nearby?”

Child: “No Daddy. Mommy’s upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.”

Daddy: “Honey, you don’t have an Uncle Paul.”

Child: “Yes I do, and he’s upstairs in the bedroom with Mommy.”

Brief Pause.

Daddy: “Okay, honey. I want you to put the phone down on the table and run upstairs. Knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy’s car just pulled into the driveway.”

Child: “Okay Daddy, just a minute.”

Moments later the little girl comes back to the phone.

Child: “I did it, Daddy.”

Daddy: “What happened, honey?”

Child: “Well, Mommy jumped out of bed with no clothes on and began running and screaming. She tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn’t moving at all!”

Daddy: “Oh my God! What about your Uncle Paul?”

Child: “He jumped out of bed with no clothes on, too. Then he jumped out the back window into the swimming pool. I guess he didn’t know that you took out the water last week to clean it. He hit the bottom of the pool and I think he’s dead.”

***Long Pause***

Daddy: “Swimming pool? Is this 486-5731?”

*Tagged From CHarmingEvil Fatin Najwa

Arghhhhhhhhh ! Youuuuu fatinnajwabtmohdfaishal ! Aku dah cakap jangan tag aku ! ah ! Ketegaqqq ! hahaha. Ok lets start -__-

1. adakah anda rasa annda hot ?




Aaaaaaa seriously aku memang tengah dok hot skang nih ! Cuaca panash terikkk :( hahaha


2. upload gambar wallpaper/pc anda guna sekarang

3. cerita pasal gambar


Heh. Nak aku cita apa ? HAHA. simple and available. Thats all :P

4. bila kali terakhir anda makan ayam ?

Haaaa baru tadi petang agak2 pukoi 2 lebih mcm tu . Menyelerakannnnnnnn :D

5. lagu terakhir yang anda dengar ?

Avril Lavigne- WHAT THE HELL 

6. apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini ?

SMS facebook edit and typing. hahaha.

7. selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa ?

Hmm pe'ah, patimah, jongang ? HAHA ok jangan pecaya ! Tipu2 belakaa. Buluu kot ? HAHA ( master dia is Ala :P )

8. tag lagi 8 orang

1. Tag fatin najwa balek :P

2. Jonghyun :')

3. Amiera Asheeda 

4. Robert Pattinson

5. Orang gila fudcourtt

6. *thinking*

7. Clueless

8. ZzzZ

9 . siapa kah no 1 anda ?


Behefhefhefhef or apa apa jaaa. haha

10. katakan sesuatu tentang no 5 ?

HAHA. Theres no such other words that I can describe about. DIA TETAP ORANG GILA FUDKOT

11. orang no 3 hubungan dengan siapa ?

Hehehe. Secret Recipe lah woi !

12. bagaimana pula dengan no 4 ?

Auww auww :') Hes my ex ! haha


13. pesanan buat no 6 ?

errr *still thinking*


14. kata kata cinta untuk no 2 ?

Iloveyou Iloveyou ! Sentiasa mnunggu mu yahh ! HAHA gila


15. adakah no 7 dan no 8 mempunyai persamaan ?


Tak wujud di dunia lah

16. berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang anda tagged no 1 ?

1. Dia minat Taylor swift gila2. -.- Bilik penoh gmbaq tay sajaaa
2. Dia minat Jacob Black jugak which is my Rob Pat lagi hot dari Jake :P hahaha
3. Dia cakap 24 jam potpetpotpet dalam kelaihhh 
4. Dia mmg tak sah kalau tak *prott* depan aku -___- fatin2~ istgfar boleh ? haha
5. She so sweatttttttt *kepada yang paham yea*

17. persamaan antara kambing dan lembu ?

Awat tanya soklan mcm nih ? Depa haiwan ternakannnnnn *clap2* 

18. perasaan anda ketika jawab tag ini ? 

Ngantok gila tahap smpai yang macam takdak tahap dah x__x


19. adakah anda tahu rizman itu sengal ?

Huh ? Who ?

20. Anda Gay or Les ?

Lesbian dengan princess charming SO ?

Home sweet home

YOU'RE BACK ! YOU'RE BACK !

HE'S BACKKKKK !

FINALLY FREEDOM !

Heyy can YOU felt the excitement that full of joy 

that you gave me today ?!

IT WAS SUCH A VERY WONDERFUL MOMENT 

when you sent me message today saying that

you already came homeeeee :D

There's nothing that can describe my happiness (overexcitingg) haha.

Ive been talking to my phone ALONE lately

but now not anymore ! hahaha.

I can talk to you like almost everysingleday now :D

Texting and evrything !

and I just wordlessly saying that...

iloveyou :')

Bussinesswoman

Mood at this time : Freaking sleepyy -.- Zzz

Heyhey, Ive been so freaking reallyyy busy this week ! =___= 

With all those probs and studies and tuitions and school.

Ya Allah. L E T I H gilaaaaaaa utk minggu ni.

Sooo not enough rest at all !!

Balek skolah lambat -.- usually 5 or 6 pm something I came home from that evil school.

Non-stop tuition. Tusyen sana lah sini lah. 

There is not enough time for me to rest. I hate 15 ! I hate PMR ! is evrybody does ? 

And also, not enough sleep. Zz.

So now I am free and finally get to update my blog *been waiting for thish moment hehehe

This week is all about revision, exam and examm.

There's no other thing that I can do other than revision. Haha. 

SEJARAH is the most freaking scaryyy subject. FOR ME okay.

I really dont know if I could score for all the subjects ARGHHHHH

I know its kinda impossible for me to score. LOL. 

But but nothing is impossible right ?

If they can, why not me ? WHYYY ?! haha.

So Im just hoping that this test really do improveeee me :D

I wanna study hard ! Gyeahhh ! *but keep onlining all the time ?* ahaha.

Study hard la sangaaaat. Sorry laa, I cant be apart from FB la k. haha.

HE always be there for mee :') Right honey ? HAHA. cakap dengan FB pulak.

So thats all from me. I wanna get ready for tomorrow examm ! Heee~

Nak baca buku muka lah baru semangat nak belajaq ! Muahaha.

Lastly, next week is the most week Ive been waiting for :')

*Miss you and come back soon okay* 

Maggi Lipas

Wuuuu ape pasal title maggi lipas dohhh, scaryyy nyeee >.<

Haha. Cakap KL pulak dah.

Oh yeaaa, memang MAGGI LIPAS ada lah zaman sekarang nih. Baru tadi bbrapa minit aku jumpa ! So yessss ! It really do exist ! hahaha. The taste ? perghhhhh. Terbaekkkk lah ! You guys can try at home alone XD hahaha. Maggi Lipas or The Cokcroach Maggi ? Hehehe. Aku baru ja bagi nama untuk maggi baru tuh :")

OK. Thats not the story that I wanted to tell you all lahhh. So tadi, memang perot aku dah lapaq plus gila dah memang tak sabaq2 nak makan ! Huh. Im alone just now so yess, NO FOOD ! NO . FOOD ! urghhhh, kakak2 abang2 adik2, mesti faham kan perasaan orang yang lapaqqqqq sangat sangat and then takdak mkanan kat rumah ? :'( Faham kan ? HAHA. I really dont know what to eat just now. Takkan nk makan meja krusi yg cantek molek tu kan. Heishh, ada ka dalam history world orang makan meja ? OK. *talking rubbishh, Stop it Lia !*

But then nevermind, aku punya kelebek2 cari dalam almari untuk makanan, dalam peti aihhhh pon tadak -___-' Perot aku memang dah marah da tem tuh ! but takpa2, niat lagi untuk mencari makanan, and yeahhhh ! Finallyyy ! Aku nampak sepaket maggi yang belum dibuka, hehehe, hanya tunggu masa aku nak baham ja ! Lepas dah siap direbusss, dimasakk, digorenggg, hahaha. Aku just tunggu masa ja nak makan :D Tengok maggi tu pon dah berasap-asap. Mmmmmm Marvelousss ! So aku start makan, makan dan makan tanpa m'hiraukan apa-apa pon. haha. ayat skema jehh. 

Tiba-tiba, JENGJENGJENG !!! aku nampak satu benda hitam atas maggi aku -__- Mana aku tak marah ! Dah la aku lapaq ! Haishh, lantas aku ambek la benda hitam tu. alaaa, kecik molek cuncun ja, tengok2, OMG !!! Lipasssss ! Cockroachhh ! Lipassss ! Mau tak jeritnya aku. Sampai dua ekoq plak tu. Ntah bapa ekoq dah aku telan paaa :O Haihh, sesak nafas aku -.- apa lagi, buang terosss MAGGI LIPAS tu ! Gewrliewrrrrrrrrrrr giLewrR doewHhH !!! *hahahaha* ha ni dia snapshot aku tadi. sempat lagi -.-'

Zzz. Kecik konek ja. Anak dia la tu, bawu lepas bersalin, last2 aku yang kena. Hampehhh =_="

Ni ha lepas aku tempias maggi lipas ni. Lipas sekoq lagi tak dapat dikesan

So at last, aku bantai 6keping roti Gardeniaaaa~ Thankyou. You saved me Gardenia :') Puas la jugak makan roti. hahaha. dari tak makan apa2 pon kan ? 

*Peringatan pada ibu-ibu yg mengandong supaya b'waspada terhadap makanan yea :) Jaga baby dalam perot tu jangan sampai lipas RAWR nanti ! hahaha. Jangan buat aksi ini di rumah*

Sorry :(

Hey, I just wanna say,

That I'm sorry for everything,

For everything that things happened nowadays,

I'm just saying to the people that I've hurted,

My mum, friends and whoever is...

I am Sorry :)

Because of my bad attitude and all that,

I really didnt mean to hurt okay,

Saying this for the last time again yeah,

SORRY guys :)

Auwww~ Soo cuteeeeee :')

Friend

Harliuuuwwwwwww(ada gaya mcm stacy tak ?)

Nih, mai cek nak habaq mai.

Aku HAPPY gila babeng sekarang nih ! 

Aku taktau napa and penyebab dia apa ? haha.

But but maybe my friend, opps sorry, bestfriend ok. 

She reallyyyyyy do makes me feel soo relieved todayyy :D

Oh yeaahh, lepas sesi temuduga tadi, eh sesi meluahkan perasaan lah !
Haaaa, puass ! Uwww~ I love my bestfriends :") ahak ! 

Feels so good and much comfortable when I have someone to talk to

and yeah of course sharing probs together and express our feelings to each other.

Feeling much better now cause I dont have to keep the prob to myself :)

Im just hoping that no problems and all will come after thisss !!!!
NO MORE OKAY ?

But umm.. what to do.. 

Allah sedang uji kita kan..

Bagi dugaan kat kita.

And we have to overcome and face it all.

Well thenn I'll just have to accept it :)

Another One Month

Another 1 month ? Wonder what the meaning of the title huh ?

Sheesh. Im talking about someone who make me umm no not crazy ok, not at all but maybe just insane a little bit, just a bit. haha. who make me smileeee even when I think of him, of course :') So yeaahh,another one more month i have to wait for him ? (haishhh, tak sabaq2 betoi aku nih) after that, I just really cant wait to see him shininggg macam bola sepak gitu. Wow ! I really can play football after this XD LOL ( ok, i know you guys are not really understand wth am i saying but at least just pretend to know ok ) Sorry to say guys, I'll become like too much 'gedik' when it come to this . haha . who cares ? People who are in love really knows about that. They dont really care what people said and blablabla. OK. Change the topic.

Hey mysweetypiestrawberryshortcakeappleorangesourmango~ haha. Im waiting for you okayyy ^_^ come back home SON. haha. I tggu sampai janggut dah tumbuh separas gown ala-ala Cinderella then potong janggut balek and so on lah. Yang pasti, berat you dah bertambah b'kilo-kilo, b'paun-paun and b'ganda-ganda yeaaaa. teheeee. so that after this, tak nampak kurusss dah -___- you will be THE MOK-MOK BOY. (sorry, gedik lagi) haha. Sooo three more weeks okay ! Three moree weeksss ! 3 more.weeks.! Clear ? Hehe. Hope you are in the pink while youre there. Last word from me...

I MISS YOU !!!

New Lifeyyy

Hey there, ^_^

Sooo, this is it ! This the new me for this year 2011, Aliaa Natasya, and there's a new fresh life for me in the future. I know there is right ? From now on, I'm just gonna let go of my past and just go for the future ! weeee. All the very bad memories I shall left behind, its soo useless for me to keep it. haha. Yeahhh, it is true that I have heartache in my life before and and there are soo many thing that I've been through until now ( Reaaal tough,ok ?) You know what,(what?-.-) these are the things that  none of us can avoids from right ? Im sure you guys had been through all those kind of problems and all -__- I've had suffer enough. Suffering is just like the price of being ALIVE (wah2, ayattt) and now, after all this, I will be confidently in the direction of my dreams ! I just want to live the life that I imagined. Forget all those things and never return from the past anymore. Its just that too much pain that I've to endured. Enough said and I just wanna love and appreciate people around me.

Thanks and Love You Guys Many Much ! ^_^

*Let me tell you the truth. Actually, I just copy&paste it all of the above from my facebook;about me. haha. Senang ja keja kan ? Malas lah nak tulih2 nih. Thats all from me :')

The Appearance

Salam~

HuiHui ! I am back !!! Aku rindu blog aku yang tak seberapa ni yang sekian lama aku tak update blog sejak zaman jahiliah lagi. Kesian gilaaaa, follower pon rasa macam takmau follow aku dah. Cewahh, macam bnyak la sangat follower aku tu. haha. Now back to the bussiness. This year dah masok 2011, WOW ! aku dah ketinggalan nak tulis kat blog but nvm la, nak tulis jugakkk ! teheee. My wish for this year ? Ngehehe~ >:D Meh aku list down nah. *cakap utara pureeee paham kot noh ? ok sooo here we go ;

• Firstly, I wanna be a very good with responsibility daughter to my mameh :') Auwwww~ Ntah tercapai or tak la kan -___- haha
• Secondsecond, PMR please straight A's okay ? XD Hope sooo 
• Thirdddd, I wanna love, appreciate and so on to people around me :) ThankYou Guys !
• Then, (what could it be huh ? ) Oh yeah ! You and Me stay forever okay. Not only for this year of course. I mean, forever after :') Ahakkk XD ! ok. sangat gedik -_- haha.

Okayyy, dah la tu. I know none of all the above akan tercapai =__=' haha. except the 4th one :">

So thats all from me. I just wanna say 'HAPPY NEW YEAR' (sangatsangat ketinggalan) haha. Okay, enough said and merepek-ing. Byebye !